Sometimes it is hard not to get lost in a dark room - one looses the ability to look out the window and see life and opportunities.
It would not be true, if I said, that my MS never have an dark effect on me. Luckily I am able to drag myself to the windows. It does not occurs often, nor does it last long. When I end up in that dark room, it is usually due to something happening in my world that suddenly reminds me of the fact, that I do have MS.
Saturday I got lost and ended in that room again - 2 family members needs surgery, and one of them I did not know about until 2 days ago. Suddenly my little knee operation seems unimportant - and yet it will have a positive impace on me when done.
Late Saturday night I browsed through these pictures on my computer (taken during seightseeing a while ago), and yesterday I realised, that they are a mirror image of the thoughts I had during the weekend.
4 comments:
We all have our version of a dark room. Happy you found the window ; 1:05 was not forgotten.
As long as you can get to the windows there is hope.
I really like the architecture in that last shot.
Birdie is right....some rooms take us longer to leave...but the light from the windows will always lead us into the sunshine again.
Don't be too hard on yourself....wish I could come and hold your hand. :D
Sending prayers. Even in your melancholy you manage to place it in context of art. You gave a poetic visual display of how you are feeling; I'm just glad that there are plenty of windows in those rooms.
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